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Two Bugs This Week Taught Me What I'm Actually Paying For
I fixed two bugs in my own writing-automation system this week — an image retriever that returned zero images, and a dedup logic that couldn't tell facts from opinions apart. The real question was never whether it was worth it. It was whether I was willing to pay for it.
I opened my laptop tonight just to tweak a parameter in my publishing script, and the first thing I saw was two unresolved error logs sitting there. Scrolling back, this is the second time this week this system has sent me back to the code.
Last week, the image retriever I'd hooked up to my knowledge base returned zero matching images. Not because the model was weak — the pipeline step that "cleans" a webpage into plain text had stripped out the image links along with everything else. No model, however strong, can see something that's already been deleted upstream. This week it was the dedup logic: technical conclusions that repeat should get merged, sure, but a person's repeated opinions and preferences are the opposite — repetition there is evidence, not noise, and shouldn't be measured with the same ruler. This whole system does one job: it pulls from what I've bookmarked, jotted down, or debugged, picks something worth saying that day, researches it, drafts it, illustrates it, and pushes it to my drafts folder. What it saves me is the daily grind of picking a topic and starting from scratch. What it doesn't save me from is fixing itself when it breaks. Two bugs, a week apart, completely different fixes — the one thing they had in common was that I had to go through the code line by line, myself.
A lot of engineers scroll past posts about "AI auto-writes my newsletter" or "automation handles it for me," and their first instinct is to go copy the script. Almost nobody asks themselves whether they'd be willing to sink two or three hours into each of two separate bugs, the way I did this week. What people see is the time saved. What they don't see is the time that had to be spent first, before any of it got saved.
Every result that makes someone else envious comes with a bill nobody tallied out loud. Whether it's worth learning a new skill or spending your spare time building a system isn't really the question — whether you're willing to pay that bill is. Pay it, and you've earned what comes after. Don't, and scrolling through more posts like this just leaves you a little more envious, with nothing different about tomorrow.
Before writing this, staring at the error log, I did consider ripping half the system out — writing by hand is slower, but at least it doesn't wake me up at midnight to chase a stack trace. What actually settled it wasn't that question. It was laying out this week's two bills side by side: three hours rewriting the retrieval logic bought me never having to hand-pick images again; two hours reading through dedup logs bought the system the ability to tell a disposable technical conclusion from an opinion worth keeping. I'm paying both bills. Not because they stopped being annoying — they haven't.